i miss you like hell !

ohh godd !

i miss them :'(

seriously , i miss you both :(

Ingat tak korang ?

tahun lepas ?

kita hang out skali banyak kali :)

happy sgt tyme tuh .

gurau2 tak engat dunia :D

kat lebry , mcDonald ,

kat White Chicken Bistro ,

kat Nasi Ulam Cikgu ,

i miss that moment :(

ader satu hari tuh , 

saya kua g lebry dgn pakwe sy ,

sy xtegur pon awk ,

coz pakwe sy tak suke sy kwn dgn laki ..

awak marah kat saya ..

tapi saya pujuk awak balik kat mcDonald .

sebab saya sedar ,

sape lah saya tanpa awak :')

korang selalu ade untuk saya .

tak kire lah tyme mane .

bangga sangat ade kawan macam korang .

antara salah satu sebab aku clash ,

gaduh dgn pakwe aku ,

coz aku suke kawan dengan korang ..

aku xleyh tinggal korang ..

korang sangat bermakna .

SANGAT BERMAKNA .

*and aku tak sedar pon ,

mase aku tulis nih ,

aku mengalirkan airmata kesal .

tak jaga hati korang leklok .

padahal korang banyak membantu .

A , i'm so sorry . i know .. i've hurt you . i've left you with F that day without any explaination ,

without any doubt that i could hurt you like i did before ,

i'm so sorry .

i miss you so much .

i just can't hold it anymore .

i can't hold not to talk with you ,

not to smile to you ,

not to laugh with you ..

i MISS both of you  :'(

ohmaigadd ~

aku taknak pikir dah .

cukup setakat ni .

i'm sick of you -.-'

go away if u're hating me ,

seriously , 

dont bother to care 'bout my life ,

i wont bother you .

and i dont want to .

JUST GO AWAY !

he and him .

until now ,

Adib tak tegur pon aku . dah lebih tiga hari .

aku dah say sorry more than i thought .

hurm . Adib .. i'm sorry ..

if my behaviour that day annoying yuu .

if i troubled yuu ..

i just didnt mean it ..

Firas . awak tak jawab pon sy kol ,

mesej pon tak balas .

fb pun xnak layan .

kenape dengan korang ni :(

aku rindu tau tak !

hurm . 

jangan lah sebab hari tuh korang da taknak kawan dengan aku . aku tak bermaksud pon nak wat cam uh .

what to do ?

aku taknak kehilangan orang yang aku sayang AGAIN !

please lah korang , 

silence doesnt solves our probs ~

Adib .. Fyras ..

please forgive me :[

come back !

oh life ! 

come back ,

come back ,

come back to me !

imissmynormallife :(

new story to share

assalamualaikum readers ! 
lame aku tak update .dah berhabuk bersawang dah belog aku nih :) tapi takpelah . sekarang aku free siked .
so , whats new ?i have a new life now .a life without any special guys ..what i mean is , i am single right now . i'm surely readers had thought that i have mane of boiprengg before ,
so u kindly not very like if i had another one for replacement . no .this taim the answer is no . this year is a year that i cannot just play around or unmatured like before . EHEM ! i have grown up , i'm going through my 17 years old with all may best . its not just i have an important examination this year , but .. i just realize that i had wasted my precious taim too long ... too long that causing me unbearable to count it bymyself :] funny rite ? how cum i just realize it this year ? not the last 4 years past ? thats not my PLAN , its His plan . i know He always listen to me , watching me , but , its just me , didnt hear what He said , didnt see Him , O Allah . i know , i have commit a lot of sin before , its unbearable .. i know i'm not supposed to just ask something towards you . its unfair . you've give all your love to me , all your care .. but i even did not repay you back , do what you want , or what u like . now i know .. why my life miserable . cuz , i'm far from u , far from your love . only u can make me happy in the world or hereafter . i dont want just be a good person just for this year , but Insyallah , for the rest of my life . Allah .. thanks for your incredible love .