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assalamualaikum readers ! 
lame aku tak update .dah berhabuk bersawang dah belog aku nih :) tapi takpelah . sekarang aku free siked .
so , whats new ?i have a new life now .a life without any special guys ..what i mean is , i am single right now . i'm surely readers had thought that i have mane of boiprengg before ,
so u kindly not very like if i had another one for replacement . no .this taim the answer is no . this year is a year that i cannot just play around or unmatured like before . EHEM ! i have grown up , i'm going through my 17 years old with all may best . its not just i have an important examination this year , but .. i just realize that i had wasted my precious taim too long ... too long that causing me unbearable to count it bymyself :] funny rite ? how cum i just realize it this year ? not the last 4 years past ? thats not my PLAN , its His plan . i know He always listen to me , watching me , but , its just me , didnt hear what He said , didnt see Him , O Allah . i know , i have commit a lot of sin before , its unbearable .. i know i'm not supposed to just ask something towards you . its unfair . you've give all your love to me , all your care .. but i even did not repay you back , do what you want , or what u like . now i know .. why my life miserable . cuz , i'm far from u , far from your love . only u can make me happy in the world or hereafter . i dont want just be a good person just for this year , but Insyallah , for the rest of my life . Allah .. thanks for your incredible love .