before I go to new Zealand, 

I could message him to apologize.

 as long as everything back to normal. 

maybe not as I wanted. 

but at least I do not want all this goes on.

 I was pleased with what had happened. 

God destined him to attend warn me.

 I admit, I'm also miss him so much. 

the person i knew back then .

before,  we spend a lot of time together, 

eat together, share problems and tears. 

May Allah forgive us.

 i hope u're just fine there.

alhamdulillah .
May Allah bless us .

i've safely arrived here ,
where ?
Auckland , New Zealand .

at the NZ Airport .
actually there's no problem .
but , it was . later .
when the customs blocked us .
maybe our beg too much ,
or maybe we're muslims ?
okay okay .
think positive .
but still ,
there're only us *including Pakistanians guys .
we're Muslims anyway .
we're tourist , not terrorist .
till the very moment ,
we've done with them .
yeayyy !

and for the shelter ,
mysis , Diana rent an apartment .
well , not too big and not too small .
just nice .
the very interesting part ,
the apartment just beside a beautiful church .
its called St. Paul Church .
i just thought , to visit them .
but , hehehe . i'm not .
me myself , busy travel the other interesting part of NZ .

one of them was Sky Tower .
the highest place i've ever been .

its beautiful isnt it ?

thats all for now .
#mum , dad . i miss you .

today ,
april 6 , Two Zero One Three .
so , i just stayed at sister's .
watching tv .
Hollywood Heights , Greek ,
Crime Scene Investigation ,
and so on .
and my sis , out of the blu ,
" nak tengok wayang tak ? "
and i just , " em ? ohkayyy . "
since my older sis not at home ,
she made us to make this kinda decision .

well , actually , we're planned to go there before night .
but my sis too addicted with editing and so on .
so , she said , " lepas maghrib la ek ? "
my stomach rang and rang every rythm ever existed .
sooooo hungryyyyy :(

so , we end up filled our 'tangki' at
Kenny Rogers .
and guess what ?
i ordered the wrong choice !
it was tangy spagetti ,
andddd ?
its sooooo masam laaahh !
thanks to kennys , i had those delicious cupcakes .
chocolate cupcake or i can call it brownies actually .

so , the stomach has been filled .
and we're heading to Golden Cinema .
intenddd to watch movies lahh .
so , i'm hoping a GREAT movie .
andd she choose " 2 Kalimah "
starred by Nora Danish , Yana Shamsuddin and Shaheizy Sam .

at first , i thought i would be a great story .
well , it didnt .
how badluck i have today .

but still ,
ALHAMDULILLAH .
He sent his lights for me thru the movie .
i could've cried . but , me . too shy .
Allah . thanks .

since i've been busy this entire time ,
i don't really know details of my activities i've done .
oh welll , i'm not at my home .
i'm at sister's .

so , i've left my father at home .
and guess what ?
he's not really well as i leave him that day .
maybe he's just missing my mum .
but HAHAHA , thats not it .

i've been here for couple weeks ,
and have done some work .
as i clean up the mess , the house itself .
ohmyyy . since when i've become so like what we call *rajin* ?
hahaha !
me , myself , dont even take it as reality .
what a joke !

later , well , next week ,
i will depart to Auckland New Zealand ,
with my gorgeous sisters and a cute niece .
lil bit nervous .
but excited as well :D
c'mon ! i can't help it anyway ,
i never been there before .
thats y when this came up ,
the feelings just glowin' !

so . thats it ! i'll write about my time there .
have fun .
May Allah bless you :)