Assalamualaikum .
May God bless you .
i think , i've done with my life . i'm ruin' my life now , and somebody else just make it worse . THANKS to them . i just don't know how to fix all the mistakes i've done . or , i have to start it over AGAIN ? Oh My Rabb ! i know , i've commit lot of sin , killing myself .. didnt solve anything . but i'm already think of such thing ~ how disgusting i am . so much pain , for so much disobeyed i've done . dammit ! i dont know what to think and what to do now . my head gonna explode soon or sooner ! erghh ! weird life .
